My World

dear tomorrow, maybe everything is falling apart... maybe my life is falling apart... I sit in tears, screaming and ask, "God, why you put me in this situation? Why you gave me life when my life is a piece of shit? Why you always take my beloved one out of my life? Why?!" my life is a mess... I keep questioning thing's that I don't understand... but after my tears and my broken heart, suddenly in my dreams, there's one big bright light, have a voice and saying to me... "Dear one, I try my best to make you happy, but you think it wasn't good enough. I help you through some bad days by letting you know more people but you shut your chance. I try to push you away from bad people, but you say I'm taking your beloved one. So how can you be enough? You never see everything in a good way, you always see in a bad way. You don't see that I put you through so you can always reflect yourself and lean on me if something bad happened. But you neve...

langit sore itu merah kejinggan.. hangat terasa di pipiku.. deburan ombak bersenandung terdengar jelas melalui kupingku.. senja kali ini sempurna. aku tak ingin kurang atau lebih dari ini.. perahu yang tadinya berlayar kini menepi perlahan.. seorang pelaut dari kejauhan menggendong bahagia putrinya yang berlari kepelukannya.. tak lupa ia memberikan kecupan manis di kening sang istri... kemudian mengiringi pantai sambil tertawa ria.. seperti keluarga kecil yang bahagia.. walau sederhana adanya.. senja kala itu sempurna.. bahagia mereka adalah bahagiaku.. ntah mengapa air mata itu terjatuh.. perlahan namun pasti aku menyadari.. bahwa kehidupan itu cukup sesederhana saling mengasihi dan menyayangi tanpa membalas budi.. dan aku bersyukur pernah melihat cinta sesederhana itu.. kasih mereka yang hangat seperti sore hari